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	Sat, Apr. 23rd, 2011 05:48 pm

PARTIALLY LOCKED.

Comment if you want in.

	Wed, Nov. 25th, 2009 03:11 pm

Sunday. (no lj cuts)

Doug's birthday and going to Amanda Palmer was a pretty fun day. Doug's mom made pizza and we just goofed around like little boys and watched the new Star Trek and It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia.

AFP show was super fun! Lacey and her boyfriend and I rode together. We ran into one of the guys from Nervous Cabaret and he helped us find the venue. She played a lot of stuff from WKAP and read and excerpt from the book! She also got on the balcony with a ukulele and sang for us. I'd really like to thank the random couple I was beside that got me beer, and the girl who's boyfriend just opened a comic store I chatted it up with. No thanks to the scary homeless guy that growled at us in the parking garage. My first visit to Knoxville wasn't entirely terrible. haha.

	Wed, Nov. 25th, 2009 02:55 pm

Writer's Block: Is your goose (or tofu) cooked?

Are you planning to host Thanksgiving at your place or will you travel to see family and/or friends? Do you prefer a traditional menu or something entirely different?

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I have to work 10-5 but going with Doug to his moms place for thanksgiving dinner and give Whitney her late b-day present. I told Whitney I'd bring her tofurkey earlier this month, but she's not vegetarian anymore.

I prefer...whatever, but I really like just spending time with mine or Doug's family and just shootin' the shit.

Tags: writer's block

	Mon, Nov. 16th, 2009 10:32 pm

Whats new with me?

I had a dream I lived in a big house with like four other people and the basement was a darkroom and the were bookshelves and art and instruments everywhere. I wish it were true.

I got a harry potter school desk thanks to Whitney, I've been mailing out lots of stuff and I realllly want to make a table out of the door I got out of the garage last month. Adam Brewer sent me and septic death and queerwülf patch. He is forever my hero.

Amanda Palmer in 6 days!!

	Sun, Nov. 1st, 2009 04:29 pm

bitchy bitch bitch

boo on halloween this year. I went to a wedding and saw awesome people and all later on, but I felt so terrible all day long. Weddings make me feel ugh anyway. I think I'm going to bail out on the wedding I'm supposed to go to next weekend.
I had this crazy idea that Doug hated me and I even tried to sneak out of the house right when he got home for break so I wouldn't have to face him. I didn't dress up or go anywhere because I had to come into work today at 8am. I've been slacking off on exercising/eating healthy-ish since my birthday. Like maybe 4 times these past 2 weeks. some days i didn't even drink water. ugh. oh and PMS like a mofo. fml.

	Thu, Oct. 29th, 2009 03:03 pm

THIS WINTER/FUCK LJCUTS

HAVE:

WANT:

http://ohashleylove.etsy.com

(or some other sort of fingerless 'leather' glove.)

	Sat, Oct. 24th, 2009 12:31 am

zombie/birthday/cannibus corpse rant/journals.

Attended a zombie prom with my friend Lacey and Doug's sister. Tons of fun. I wore a god-awful danzig-esque body suit that was a size xs. Actually god-awful is an understatement. ughhhh!

My birthday was last saturday(the 17th), but really it was hangouts/fun stuff were all week long. I got some pretty sweet stuff to boot.
Jennie got me some bird skull earrings, and a hair clip with a teeeeny fly(not real!) on it! (ratboy@etsy)Doug got me a Peacoat and Tales from the Crypt/Vault of Horror on DVD. My mom bought me some work clothes I really needed and a sweet pair of moccasins for 12 bucks. Doug's mom gave me 20 bucks, which I spent on a roll of smelly hemp and Pride and Prejudice and Zombies. Tara got me some eyeshadow.

Whitney gave me some really disheartening news about Cannabis Corpse staying at her house. Totally disappointed by the fact that Cannabis Corpse(there's even a member from municipal waste!) don't live up to the hype of being "party dudes", not even slightly. Like I could out party them and I'm pretty tame. I guess that's how it's done in the port of kings.

I'm making journals/sketchbooks, anybody want one to at least tell me if it holds up or whatever?

Current Mood:

what?!

	Sat, Oct. 3rd, 2009 11:11 pm

It's so nice out and I'm taking full advantage of it. I've been biking/running/walking everyday anywhere from 30 minutes to 2 hours. Tonight I ate a whole box of velveeta rotini and cheese and a can of peas. I'm sure that's negated all the physical stuff, but it sure was yummy.

2 weeks until my birthday!

Doug's sister cut my hair a few days ago. for the first time in 13 years, my hair is completely dye free. I think I'm going to get her to cut it again. It will probably look like joan jett hair with asymmetrical bangs. hahaha.

I love how I used to have long hair, and now everyone is getting long hair now that mine is short! I do have to admit I had some awesome hair when it was long as fuckkk.

	Fri, Oct. 2nd, 2009 12:56 pm

Cut Up Classroom Dissection with peta2

Cut Up Classroom Dissection with peta2

Peta can pretty much suck my nonexistent 12-inch dick, but I wish I'd known about this when I was in high school. Dissecting a cat was one of the saddest experiences of my life, and everybody brushed off my refusal to do it as being "too sensitive" or "too lazy". I didn't learn anything about HUMAN anatomy out of it more than I did out of reading books, or even reading my moms medical books as a child.

oh yeah If you're not on SocialVibe, go join.
Even better, make Built on Respect your cause!

Tags: animals, rants, socialvibe

	Thu, Oct. 1st, 2009 10:51 pm

It's October!!!! Lets hope we can get through it this year with the movie watching.

First up:

Zombi Holocaust or Dr. Butcher M.D.

Happy birthday Racheldolly!

	Sun, Sep. 20th, 2009 12:26 pm

Writer's Block: Are women or men bigger cheats?

Do you think men or women are more likely to cheat if they know they won't get caught? Do you believe in marriage?

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I'm going to say that both men and women would be pretty even, in normal and 'not getting caught' scenarios.
I don't think cheating would be as appealing to others if there wasn't a chance of getting caught. For me it's not the getting caught aspect that would bother me, it would be my conscience.

For the most part, I don't understand marriage enough to believe in it. I was never exposed to strong, healthy marriages growing up. I was very distrustful of men and saw them as too bossy, "and to hell with me getting bossed around by a man" I'd say. Right now it would just be a way for me to shut my family up about me "living in sin", (even though I have a strong relationship with my boyfriend and if I ever got married it would be to him). Maybe later my opinions will change.

Tags: adultery, cheating, fidelity, loyalty, writer's block

	Wed, Sep. 2nd, 2009 01:52 pm

mega update!!

Sorry I never update!! I either forget or update with little things on tumblr or myspace. I don't use twitter anymore either. I will update more here though & I do read my f-list(even if I don't comment often)!

I went on vacation last month and went to Kentucky for a few days. Kind of a blur of Highballs, beer, guns, Adam Brewer, hiking mixed with me freaking out a couple of times, watching Four Flies on Grey Velvet and this Roky Erickson documentary. fun times were had.

My samsung camera died. I loved that little $75 dollar camera. I WAS going to sell my canon rebel(that I've used once), but now I think I'll start using that. Like who's going to give me decent money from something you have to put film in anyway. haha. I bought a polaroid camera for like 2 dollars back in July too. /dork

Next week I'm going to Virginia to my mom's for a couple of days and in a couple of weeks Doug and I are going to Knoxville to see some of his old friends and check out the comic stores.

I think after all of these years I'm at the point of my life that I'm actually getting my shit together and not being a slacker. Sooooo I'm really thinking about going back to school in January. After it's been almost 6 years since I went. I've been doing my financial aid stuff right now so I won't procrastinate and wait until December. Things may be tight since I'll going to reduce my hours at work starting then, but just thinking about not working at walmart so much makes me feel so so soooo much better.

Doug's been trying to compile all of the punk and metal bands from east Tennessee over the years on his blog. 80's, 90's, early 2000's. Check it out if you're interested.

http://scummified.blogspot.com
http://scummified.blogspot.com
http://scummified.blogspot.com

I'll leave you with this.

SMELL YA LATER(for now) F-LIST!

Tags: cameras, lyfe

	Thu, Aug. 20th, 2009 12:40 pm

Writer's Block: A Bitter Pill to Swallow?

If you could get your exercise by taking a pill, would you? Why or why not?

Presented by Intel, Sponsors of Tomorrow.

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I would on days I was sick or rainy days, I guess. My day always seems to get better after I'm outside and sweaty for a while.

Sorry I never update guys.

Tags: exercise pill, intel, intel sponsors of tomorrow, writer's block

	Sat, Aug. 8th, 2009 09:32 pm

Writer's Block: Jury Duty

Have you ever served on a jury? If yes, then what was the case and what was the verdict?

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Murder was the case that they gave me.

what up middle school!

Tags: writer's block

	Fri, Jul. 24th, 2009 11:28 pm

Update!

So before I woke up, Doug went to my landlord and told him about it. He was reallly nice about it. I had to get my paycheck cashed so we left and Doug left the house unlocked in case the landlord needed to look at it again. Came back an hour-ish later and the old fridge was gone, and another fridge was there. It looks about a decade newer than the old one and he even made sure the cats didn't get outside. He also talked about fixing the window!

	Thu, Jul. 23rd, 2009 12:02 am

The last straw.

I've let my landlord get away with so much shit, He's never come to fix anything in the house in 3 years. I can live with leaky ceilings and broken windows, a small hole in the floor...because the rent is really cheap. But today the refrigerator is broken and food is melting and leaking...and I'm just sick of it.
Tomorrow morning I'm going to raise hell and tell him that if he doesn't get it fixed asap, I'm not paying rent, and he's just going to have to evict us because I'll be using the rent money to move somewhere else. AUGGGHH I'm so pissed right now.

Maybe I'll calm down tomorrow, maybe not.

If I move, I should really look into places that will help me out with bills and rent. I'm piss poor at the moment.

	Mon, Jul. 20th, 2009 11:49 pm

House smells a little less gross. Did most of the kitchen and part of the bedroom in about 4 hours. Hopefully I'll get everything done by Wednesday night. Anyway, this has made my week/summer.

Uncle Vader
Originally uploaded by linsdellamuertaYesterday Doug and I found out our friend Daniel (who lives in Knoxville and we hadn't seen in 2-ish years) was coming in for a couple of days during his birthday,so went up to our friend, BJ's apt. Little did Daniel know he left his Reel to Reel machine at our house two years ago. He totally did not expect us to have/bring it. So he gave us this rad piece of art he did. I bought a frame for it. Now I don't know where to put it!!

	Sat, Jul. 18th, 2009 10:40 pm

I just came home from work and I realized my house kind of (OKAY, REALLY) stinks. It's like wet and moldy mixed with some toilet water, and cat (in heat!!) pee. This week will be spent cleaning the fuck out of the house.

I'm going to read some more Promethea/watch some X-Files/Finish Adam's VOID necklace. G'night!

Current Music: big black!

	Wed, Jul. 15th, 2009 10:54 pm

Haircut doesn't seem so bad now, I just gotta wait until the bangs grow longer so I can make them even.

Doug has a blog now. He's done like 3 album uploads in the past day. check it out!!

Mummified + Scum = SCUMMIFIED!!(yes, he drew the banner)

	Thu, Jul. 9th, 2009 01:47 pm

Help me choose! BPAL!

I really think all of these would smell amazing, but I can only afford one. So help me pick! I bolded the notes so you can just skip to them.
Berry Moon is only around during this full moon.

1. BERRY MOON
In August, the large masses of berries, which, when in flower, had attracted many wild bees, gradually assumed their bright velvety crimson hue, and by their weight again bent down and broke their tender limbs.
-- Henry David Thoreau

A golden summer musk with warm fig, orange blossom honey, sweet blueberries, and bright velvety crimson raspberries.

2. THE FEAST FOR THE GREATLY REVERED ONES
Huey Tecuilhuitl, the Great Festival of Lords, occurs on the 8th month of the 260-day Mexica sacred calendar of Tonalpualli. This festival honors Chicomecoatl, also known as Xilonen, the Goddess of Nourishment and Plenty, Seven Snakes. She represents the female aspect of corn, and she is the counterpart of Centeotl, -- the female sheath to his phallic cob.

The celebration of the Feast assured the return of the rains and a good corn harvest.

Cacao mixed with ground maize, agave wine, and octli, mixed with herbs and spices native to central Mexico.

3. ABORES SOLIS
On July 22, we will be experiencing a total solar eclipse. This is the Labores Solis: the sun’s rays expressed through frankincense, amber, heliotrope, saffron, and chamomile, crossed with Luna’s Artemisias, manifesting in darkness.

4. NONAE CAPROTINA
The Nones of the Wild Fig, held on the 7th of July and celebrated only by women, is a festival of fertility honoring Juno Caprotina. Both goats and figs are sacred to Juno in this aspect, goats being notoriously randy, and figs being prolifically seedy. The milky sap of the fig tree also links to the concept of fertility, and to Juno as Mother Goddess.

The scent is of goat’s milk, ripe fig, and a hint of sweet myrrh.

Please note: no goats were milked in the process of creating this scent. It is an accord, and this scent is vegan.

5. STINKY
A cure for sweaty bits and sticky wilting. Stinky is a summer refresher 'foom for people that don't dig run-of-the-mill "clean" scents: newly-washed skin with a dusting of milk, white honey, and baby powder.